Today I found out how much my riders (the new ones) cared for me, or how much i meant to them. So touched. :))
Its the first day of THAT TIME of the month again. When i found out, I dreaded going to work. I knew it was going to happen. It always did. It always made me feel (or appear) like a friggin' baby who can't stand a lil' pain.
But GOOD GOD!! It hurts so effing bad!! It took me all I can not to just curl up like a ball and cry. =.=
I even ate panadol and painkillers. but nothing seems to work. Thankfully i was doing MDS today and there wasnt much orders. I was practically lying down on the floor of the MDS area, bending over in pain with my head so drowsy from the meds.
The pain this time was too much that I actually cried (A bit only la. But still! Imagine the pain I was feeling!) And I NEVER cry when im in pain. Sheeesh! See!? BIG BABY!
But my riders, they were oh-so-sweet! One offered to send me home but I refused. One actually bought me the so-goddamn-useless panadol menstruation pills (Hey! Its the thought that counts.) One even offered to buy all sorts of herbal tea for me to ease the cramps. All were so thoughtful that they kept checking up on me to see how was holding up (though I was still curled up on the floor) and some offered to pack the drinks to lighten my workload. SWEET RIGHT!?
Funny thing was, there was this one time when I was not moving for a while and they actually thought that i had passed out from the EXCRUCIATING PAIN. They made a really big hoo-hah about it sia! LOLx! So adorable!
I felt so loved. :))
PS. This incident has made wished the unthinkable, man. The removal of the whole damn thing inside my abdomen that defines my womanhood(??) DAMN! Never thought it would actually come to this.
