wow! been a long time since i last updated! super super busy! just a few updates.
FIRST i finally passed my parallel parking subject. 3 lessons. took me long enough. thought i'll never be able to move on from that subject. now trying to pass the rest of my driving subjects as fast as possible. am still trying to cling on to that one glimmer of hope/chance of passing my driving test by HARI RAYA!! :D
SECOND am trying to change over a new leaf. all my old bad habits are to be left behind. the habit of [mumbles something incoherently under my breath] will be kicked away, one by one. trying my best to be a better person. however, the clause about my usage of my colourful vocabulary is still pending in the "Change over a New Leaf" agreement. that is one habit i can't seem to be able to kick as easily as i thought. :/
THIRD trying to be more healthy. exercise. smaller and more regular meals. take interest in sports again. speaking of which, i finally held a badminton racket again today. it's been awhile. i think the last time i played was with THE CLIQUE. so long ago.. -.-"
FOURTH i officially declare that I HATE NS!! NS has swallowed up plenty of my friends. I miss my "DARLING". we used to chat online, like once in a while and have loads of laughter. then there's that "TALL GIANT". never fail to cheer me up when im down, or just to listen to me babble crap. u guys know who you are. and then there's this "BROTHER" of mine. used to be part of our tight-knit group. any outing/gathering that we have, there's always him and his brother, and us. now that NS refuses to regurgitate him out, every outing/gathering feels like something is missing. it's never the same anymore now that he is in camp most of the time. see? the significance of his absence is so startlingly stark obvious. :(
FIFTH i wonder if there is anything wrong with my name. because it seems to me as if people are starting to develop an aversion to it. my managers call me SAYANG, maybe because they have too many crews' name to remember. so it's easier to just call everyone SAYANG and beckon to the people they are referring to. i have plenty of youngster crews calling me KAKAK [the term for big sister]. these are fine, actually. however some are like.. there are people who are starting to call me DARLING, HONEY and BABY. i mean, like, YUCKS MUCH!? another better one, call me MANJA [meaning something like.. erm.. some who is very child-like.. in a good way though]. aiyaya. is my name really that hard to say/pronounce/remember that they have to give me nicknames?
well i guess thats all. my next update would be pretty soon i guess. would be updating on my crew outing, should i have plenty of pictures to show.. or once NINA uploads them up.. so..
