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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
mixed feelings

im feeling confused.
and im sure feeling guilty as hell.
but i really duno wad to do.

if i reject, it wud hurt.
coz im a special memory.
plus my actions are like giving hope.

but if i accept, it wud be unfair.
coz i dun really care, in that way.
and it juz does not work that way.

ppl are instigating me to give it a try.
but i cnt!
i juz cnt bring myself to do it.
i dunno if its juz MY INSECURITIES.
or perhaps MY CURRENT SITUATION.
or maybe WAD I SEE ON A DAILY BASIS.
i really dunno.

damn!

~ { 10:23 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~