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Sunday, February 28, 2010

Titanic


watched Titanic on Ch5
used to hate that movie
now that im older
i can finally understand the movie
such powerful emotion
"Rose and Jack"

and my heart felt like this...


~ { 1:28 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Friday, February 26, 2010

awesome day!!

badminton session @ 10am
the usual badminton gang
ate lunch @ FC5
sit and crap awhile while waiting for ADA
RYAN and PEIJIN left to go study wif frens
the rest of us went Moberly.

we played...
and

the one person who cud work the drums well.
a possible successor?
the band's vocalist. :D
and...
our resident bad-ass guitarist!! :D

awesome day!!

~ { 9:45 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Thursday, February 25, 2010

im a kite.


she has always referred to each and everyone of us as a kite.
her kites.

she controls how her kites fly.
she controls how high her kites soar.
she controls how low her kites fall.

she controls the strings.
when her kites are flying too low,
she loosens the strings, juz a little.
juz enough for the kites to remain airbound.
when the kites fly too high,
she will reel the kites in.
so the kites wun fly too far

i feel that she is too in control of the strings of her kites. afraid that her kite will soar too high and leave her. she forgets that sometimes kites cant be controlled all the time. they are not juz controlled by the person with the strings.

Kite No. 2 has long snapped from her strings. a result from reeling it in too tightly when all it wants is to soar. my only fear is that it may get caught in trees and can nvr come back. Kite No. 3 & 4 are fighting against the wind, struggling against the pull of the strings bounding them to her. the strings are frayed. juz waiting for the time to snap free.

now all that is left is Kite No. 1 still bound to her. bound by its responsibility to her. still in control. desire to soar high but has no heart to fight against the pull of the strings. too soft-hearted to leave her by flying too high.

despite all the things this kite has done for her, it is still the most battered-looking kite among the 4 kites. it is an obvious fact of her preference for her other kites. how much she takes care of them, ensuring that they are in their best condition. giving the other kites her love, devotion and attention. despite its sacrifices, this kite is left aside.

the kite now has no direction.
no will to fly animore.
did the kite make a wrong decision?
should it have fought harder to snap free?

~ { 9:42 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

funny shit.

Rigsby: Hey, what's with Hicks calling me "Bert"?
Secretary: Umm.. I'm sure I don't know.
Cho: It's "Bert", like the muppet.
Van Pelt: It's just a stupid nickname. It doesn't mean anything.
Cho: Boscoe's team calls us "Bert and Ernie".
Rigsby: You knew that and you didn't say anything?
Cho: It would bother you.
Rigsby: It doesn't bother you?
Cho: No. Ernie's the clever, handsome one.

A scene from "The Mentalist". Totally cracked me up

~ { 2:49 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Monday, February 22, 2010

whatever

no sch today. lazy to get out of bed. watch movies online the whole morning. finally got out of bed ard 11+. did household chores. attempt to cook. but MUMMY bein' a B**** as usual. re-cooked watever i cooked. afraid i might have laced it wif rat poison, i tink. i dun giv a F*** anymore.

den showered and left ard 2pm. on the pretense that i had sch. went down to McD to study. made myself stayed there and study. a good 6hrs. so proud of myself.

was packing to leave at ard 8. den there's this 3 China ppl who sat at the table next to mine. taught them how to use the Wireless@Sg. kept complaining how slow the connection was. and den comes the disgusting part. wanting to eat cheaply, one of the women ask her son to buy student meals, but 1 student card = 1 student meal. so, w/out any sense of shame she ask her teenage son to borrow EZ-links of other students studying there. to get 3 student cards to buy 3 student meals. China ppl. whaddya expect? pfffttt... -.-

~ { 9:44 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Friday, February 19, 2010

movies

ytd was HORRIBLE.
revision for MMIT went HORRIBLE.
MMIT paper was HORRIBLE.
dental appointment was HORRIBLE.
the photo-taking thing was even more HORRIBLE.
even the movie was HORRIBLE.
from the title i shud have guessed.
oh, and taylor swift can't act for nutz.
or dance either.
a total waste of $6.
one word.
HORRIBLE.

day out wif ALY today.
watched "Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief" at GV@JP
AWESOME!!
our eyes were glued to the screen the whole time.
there was this one scene where they were pursued by a Minotaur.
and Percy's mother was suddenly captured by the thing.
impactful.
create a surprise there.. and ALY screamed. -.-
anyways this is my favourite scene.
A-fucking-MAZING!!
oh, and this is Poseidon, God of the Sea, Percy's dad.
im not into older guys but..
GOOD GOD, HE'S HOT!! [for a centuries-old god]
juz look at him!
wonder where Percy got his good looks from. :D
and Percy.
he is one smokin' HOT demi-god. [drools]
looks a bit like zac efron, doesn't he?
but, JUZ AS HOT!!
ABS-LICKIN'-HOT!! :P
oh and i bought myself a pair of heels.
blew 40 bucks.
totally worth it!! :)

~ { 9:24 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Monday, February 15, 2010

CNY

working from Saturday till Tuesday.

SATURDAY
- CNY eve
- got a hint of wad i'll be xperiencing for CNY period
- told myself to be mentally and physically prepared

SUNDAY
- 1st day of CNY
- it was bad
- hit $4K in b/fast sales
- long customer queues till the main door
- non-stop orders
- no break
- stood for 7.5+ hrs

MONDAY
- 2nd day of CNY
- it was
HORRIBLE
- hit $5K in b/fast sales
- juz MDS b/fast orders alone hit 64 orders
- nvr happend before thruout my MDS career
- orders oredy hit 100+ when i left at 3pm
- again, stood for 7.5+ hrs
- no break
- riders were cooperative though
- v.thoughtful & nice to me.

TUESDAY
- tmr - 3nd day of CNY
- another round of war? (maybe)
- hope my riders are as good as today's

ass-cheeks cramping
sore calves
stiff neck
hurting feet

off to study MMIT!
taa!!

~ { 7:18 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Friday, February 12, 2010

lesson learned

we live in a world where majority of us are HETEROSEXUALS. but be realistic. tis is the modern world where aniting is possible. so we shud step out of our heterosexual bubble for once and realise that there are ppl out there who are not able to control or hide wad they really are. the direct opposite of us. HOMOSEXUALS. some say it as a statement, some say it like an expletive. its not nice to judge them for for turning out the way they are, u noe?


BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN.
the first time i watched it , it was only to see the award-winning kiss. then i got sucked into the whole film plot and got traumatized by... a few scenes.

took me like a week to actually go back and watch it again. now mentally and emotionally prepared, i was able to appreciate the movie better. it's not juz a GAY romance movie where all the guys cud tink about is "High-Altitude Fucks!" its about a powerful emotional and physical relationship.

i muz admit that the whole guy-on-guy thing is a bit creepy but the intensity of the feelings portrayed is really sth that even i was touched. ME. the hater of love. the firm believer that love is the root of all evil. oh wells.

but all in all, love the movie! a real eye opener.

~ { 10:52 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Thursday, February 11, 2010

DREAMS part (i)

1. You forget 90% of your dreams.
Within 5 minutes, half of your dream is forgotten.
Within 10 minutes of waking, 90% of your dream is forgotten.

2. Blind people also dream.
People who became blind after birth can see images in their dreams.
People who are born blind have equally vivid dreams involving their other senses.

3. Everybody dreams.
Every human being dreams (except in cases of extreme psychological disorder).
If you think you are not dreaming, you just forget your dreams.

4. In our dreams, we only see faces that we already know.
Our mind is not inventing faces.
These are faces of real people that we have seen before but may not know/remember.

5. Not everybody dreams in color.
Today, 4.4% of sighted people dream in black and white, the rest dream in full color.
The change may be linked to the switch from black-and-white film and TV to color media.

6. Dreams are symbolic.
If you dream about some particular subject it is not usually about it.
Whatever symbol your dream picks, it is usually not a symbol for itself.

7. The most common emotion experienced in dreams is anxiety.
Dreams are more susceptible to negative emotions than positive ones.

8. You can have four to seven dreams in one night.<>9. Animals dream too.
Studies have shown that animals have the same brain waves during sleep as humans.

10. Body Paralysis.
The body is paralyzed by the brain.
It prevents the movements in the dream from causing the physical body to move.

11. Dream Incorporation.
Sometimes we hear a sound from reality and incorporate it into our dream.

12. Men and women dream differently.
Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men.
A woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women.
Men have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the females.

13. Precognitive Dreams.
Some dreams do turn out to be real.
It's like experiencing déjà vu.

14. If you are snoring, then you cannot be dreaming.

15. You can experience an orgasm in your dreams.

~ { 1:02 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Monday, February 8, 2010

traumatized

i LOVE Jake Gyllenhaal in "The Day After Tomorrow"
i LOVE Heath Ledger in "Imaginarium of Doctor Parnussus"
i LOVE Heath Ledger in "10 Things I Hate About You"
i LOVE Heath Ledger in "The Dark Knight"

after "Brokeback Mountain"...





i'm not so sure anymore.

~ { 10:17 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


love

din't meant to eavesdrop.
but i juz overheard sth i shudn't.

its amazing and sad to see:
how much ppl change when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how they are able to go against their principles when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how they toss evriting they believe out of the window when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how everything takes a backseat when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how they forget abt others who matter when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how they keep secrets from those who r close to them when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how they forget abt other ppl's feelings when THEY'RE IN LOVE.
how selfish they become when THEY'RE IN LOVE.

its all bcz of love.
LOVE is the root of evil.
i hate LOVE.

~ { 12:53 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Sunday, February 7, 2010

split up!

had a fight.

DADDY scolded SYAFIQ.
MUMMY scolded SYAHIR.

but indirectly.
both were doing the same thing.
making sarcastic remarks of each other.

they fight.
we are caught in between.

why is tis happening?
fuck!
fuck all of them!

~ { 9:30 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Saturday, February 6, 2010

final year = sleepless nights

BD presentation. surprised our panel judges with our level of "professionalism". 80s rock music to get a feel of the atmosphere of our business, each of us presented business cards, a very in-your-face nametag each, a "Fanta" bottled drink for each judge and other props to facilitate our presentation.

presentation was alrite. but we got
"shot down" during Q&A. we were questioned a few times about the authenticity of our store, how we're gonna distinguish ourselves from our competitors, how to prevent "copycats" but mainly, how do we upkeep our authenticity level if we're a Halal-concept restaurant which would compromise the ingredients of certain dishes like Char Kway Teow and Bah Kut Teh.

and for the 1st time since KAINE join my BD grp, i was thankful he was there. he was able to ans a particularly difficult question thrown by the judge.
[the question had everyone stunned!] and the good thing is, they were IMPRESSED! AWESOME-NESS!

den lunch-ed wif KENNETH, ROBIN, HAIRUL, ADA, VAN, JOY, PEIJIN and her fren @ LJS at Marina Square. den RYAN came and join us. sat there and chat. was trying hard not to zonk out the entire time. the rest all keep saying "AISYAH! dun sleep ah!" and van who was sitting beside me keep shaking me juz so i stayed awake. they told me not to sleep and to make it my personal challenge to see how long i cn go w/out sleep. hahaha. HAIRUL even compared me to a panda.
[a panda, HAIRUL!!??] oh, and they called me a "vampire" too for not sleeping for 3days straight. hahaha. cool2! I AM VAMPIRE GIRL!!

train-ed to BB to my aunt's house.
[i always visit her every Sat.] was able to stay awake for abt an hour before i crashed. no sleep since i woke up on at 8am on Wed morning. Sorry guys! 82 hours is my limit! hahaha! :D

~ { 9:26 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Friday, February 5, 2010

insomnia.

48 hours and counting...
oh jolly!!
:D

~ { 10:44 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Thursday, February 4, 2010

haiz..

MMIT down..
mock-BD down..
still got LERM, WP, BD..

haven had any real food since last night
going on hunger strike [haha!]
cant seem to eat though
it all cums back out
[managed to keep down some pudding though]

oh. and i haven slept in the last 24hours.
cool eh?
may not be sleeping again tonight.
if my body cn take it.
we'll see.

dint manage to go into MMIT semi-finals.
disappointed + relieved.
AT. THE. SAME. TIME.
but will support ryan & co. ALL THE WAY!!

and then, there's DORA HO
the stoopid old grandma who shud retire.
such a BITCH.
give her the t-shirt receipt so long ago.
till now still haven claim.
still got the cheek to call me,
ask me for another copy of the receipt
WHY?
coz she lost the original. -______-

why is the world so fucked up!?

~ { 7:40 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

BITCH.

MUMMY has been a real bitch tis past few days.
tried putting up wif her.
juz like the past God-knows-how-many-years.

but she was really mean juz now.
a real-honest-to-God BITCH.
i wish i cud juz turn her radio off.
mute her for a few days.

or mayb..
juz mayb..
i'd off-ed myself.
that'd be much easier.

~ { 9:19 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~


love u ppl!!

i absolutely LOVE my group mates!! [nt all la.. u noe..] and i am DEFINITELY NOT referring to my BD mates [excluding yamnie].

well, i duno why, but i was so touched that they [both of u noe who u are] care abt my welfare. u noe, the whole "we can waive off some of the ____" thing. but sorry, i wun hear of it. we're all in this together. so, i'll bear my fair share aitez!? besides, i hate pity parties. LOL. :D

but still, thanx babes for ur thoughtfulness. <3

~ { 7:04 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~