Friday, October 23, 2009

my life is nw complete

YAY!!
SONY ERICSSON PHONE IS BACK!!
SINGNET BROADBAND IS BACK!!
MY LIFE IS BACK!!
THANK YOU!!
:D

~ { 10:27 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Thursday, October 22, 2009

today was...

skul was supposedly at 12-3pm today, MMIT Practical from 12-1pm and BD from 1-3pm. bt, christian informed me that BD has been cancelled as kenneth wong was involved in a car accident. nt dat im nt sorry that sth bad happened to him but goodness, cudn't the news have cum a bit earlier!? like while im still at hme and nt while im already on the bus on the way to skul for juz a 1hr lesson!? den my bag so heavy summore. bring laptop. oso nvr use. waste time, waste effort. GEEZ. irritating sia.

anyways. since i was so free, decided to go catch a movie. besides MUMMY wun be hme as she gg JB. as DADDY use to say, when the cat is gone, the mice come out to play. HAHAHA. plan was to go hme first at 1pm, put laptop at hme den leave again. but MUMMY was still at hme. so cudnt leave. yet. slack ard in skul wif robin till 2pm before i cud leave. talk bout lots of stuff la. mainly BGR stuff. LOL.

den went hme, slack ard for a while, freshen up den left. train-ed to Choa Chu Kang. hang ard inside CCK Library for a while den went to Shaw to watch "My Sister's Keeper". OMG. the movie is a real tear-jerker sia. realli tug ur heart-strings. so sad, so touching. i lost count on the no. of times i cried sia. Cameron Diaz and Abigail Breslin, convincing act. two thumbs up!! i'd give it an 8.5. =)

toodles! :)

~ { 9:49 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

perangai mcm taik.

Perangai mcm sial. Ntah angin aper, ntah ngan saper, lepas tu lepaskan kat semua orang. Bodoh. Start marah ngan syafiq ngan syahir sbb mkn ice-cream dier. Lepas tu tak tau mcm maner ngan aku2 sekali pon kene. Sial. Ckp aper, aku cuti tak nak pegi jenguk nenek aku la, lebih kn wak mas la aper segale la. Dulu aku jarang2 gi rumah wak mas, kene marah. Ckp aper, tak gi rumah nenek tu tkpe la. Sekurang2nye jenguk la wak mas tu yg jaga aku, yg besarkn aku, blah blah blah. Skrg aku jenguk wak mas, kene marah pulak sbb jenguk wak mas too often, tak jenguk nenek aku. Kat johor sak. Aku nak kluar gi jalan2 rilek2sendiri tak leh. Nak mintak permission lepas dapat pegi punya la susah. Skrg senang2 je mulut dier ckp rumah org lain sanggup turun naik mrt pegi, pegi rumah nenek aku, naik bas depan mata je pon susah. Nenek aku tinggal satu je. Bukannya nenek aku tu banyak sangat. Bukannya aku ader nenek tiri, nenek angkat, nenek pungut. Bukannya tak tau jalan. Den lpas tu ntah macam maner psl arip invite gi rumah dier sumer leh terlibat. Aper kejadah sak. Lepas tu dier ngomel2 sendiri ah psl aku nak ikut perangai bapak aku. Bapak aku dah anggap yg dier dah tkde mak mentua, apu pulak anggap yg aku da tkde nenek. Babi sak.

Lepas tu dier kemas tempat baju. Ngomel lagi. Kater aper baju berlambak. Kalau tikus beranak dlm gerobok tu, aku pun tk sedar agaknya. Lepas tu dier bising psl pakaian aku biler dier suro aku try this really baggy pair of jeans. Aper hal sak. Ckp aper, kalau aku tk nk pakai jeans tu dier nk lontar. Sarcastic ckp suro aku pakai jeans yg ketat nmpk pantat tu. Lamer2 nanti dier tk tahan, dier amik buang. Aper merepek sak. Maner aku pakai baju nmpk pantat sal. Sumer cover pantat kn. Lpas tu ckp aper, pakai baju kurung seminggu skali pun susah. Senang kn dier ckp straight to the point, suro pakai tudong pun susah. Stupid. Dier komen psl aku. Dier tk terpikir ke, tk teringat ke yg dier dulu tu pun samer mcm aku. Pakai baju tkde lengan la, dress nmpk betis la. Tk bertudung jugak. Umur 32 tahun baru bertudung. Tk ingat ke. Dah bagos tu aku ni jenis yg tk ber-dress2 segala. Yg aku pakai, kluar masok kluar masok, baju ngan sluar panjang jugak. Skrg, sedap2 je ckp aku pakai tk senonoh. Nanti aku pakai yg betul2 tk senonoh baru terkluar biji mata dier. Mati terkejut agaknya. Aper je paksa2 orang pakai tudong. Merepek sak. Dah tentu2 hati aku blom terbukak nak bertudung, yg dipaksa2 aper hal? Kan tambah dosa tu namernye. Bertudong tapi hati tak ikhlas nk bertudong.

Lepas tu sejak akhir2 ni, sejak kawan lamer dier jemput, anak dier buat kerja kawin, asyik bebual psl kawin je. Buat keje rumah, masak, buat tu, buat ni. Tkkn sumer nk harapkn mama. Kau tu, pejam celik pejam celik, tau2 dah nk kawin, blah blah blah. Fuck sak. Dah kemaruk sangat nk bermenantu ke aper. Buang tebiat. Kalau org ckp tak nk kawin, tu maknanye tk nk la. Menyibuk aper hal. Kawin buat pe. As much as I hate to admit it, im very much like her. Pig-headed, egoistical bitch. Lepas tu nanti rumahtangga aku porak peranda mcm dier punye. Tk payah, kirim salam sudah. Kurang sikit dosa aku, kurang sikit tension. Kalau situasi aku ditakdirkn serupa mcm dier, who will suffer later? My kids kn. Abeh kawin tk nk anak boleh. Nk mintak kene pancung ngan suami ke aper. So im sorry spirits of my kids, you wun get to be born into this world after all, since Mummy will be nt getting married and therefore not getting any sex to bring u into this bastard of a world. It’s for ur own good, u noe.

Ps. For those non-malays reading tis, if u wan to understand the content of this post, pls feel free to ask me personally for a translation. Whether I will or nt, will depend on my mood that day. So choose ur days wisely, my frens.

~ { 9:04 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

cz u had a bad day..

today was bad.
woke up wif a hamstring pull in my right leg. DAMN. that realli hurts. my whole body was realli sore. muz hv been the aftermath of the "intensive" workout session wif my siblings on fri evening and working frm 3-10pm ytd.
den dint hav a gud nite's slp. kept waking up in the middle of the night. was pretty restless thruout the night. my sis told me i kept talking in my sleep and it seemed like i was pretty pissed abt sth. muz hv been dat dream. the MOTHERFUCKING STUPID dream.
dreamt that i was 20 at that time, and A was 21. was being forced into marriage to him by The Mighty Queen.
WTF!? MARRIAGE!? ME!? THE COMMITMENT PHOBE!?
then she realised i was still pretty young and therefore disallowed us to slp in the same room, juz the two of us, juz in case "sth" happens. THANK GOD. so instead of separating us, she volunteered to slp in the room wif us, on the same bed. so technically her idea was to have me sandwiched btwn her and A so NO hanky-panky cn occur.

wtf!? wad the hell is she tinking!? lyk that wud ever happen. -.-
then when i turned 21, she dropped the bombshell. she finally allow us to slp togeder and wans us to start a family. ASAP.

wth!? she tink i wad sia!? baby factory!?

so in the dream i was arguing wif her and A was trying to put his arms ard me to calm me down. instead it made me more irritated cz i dun wan him to touch me that way like.. EVER!!!

GEEZ!
den went to work @ 8am. sleepy, tired, cranky, freaked out and aching all over. tot at least nth cud go bad at work. but yet, received a piece of bad news frm McBear.

"senior" riders are being "retrenched" to give way to new riders. DAMN! so sad sia. i mean, they are the first bunch me and my sis work with when we first started doing MDS, the ones we work with before and after MFY, the ones that make us laugh/cry/angry, the ones that we become corrupt for, the ones willing to do silly things and go the extra mile for us and the list goes on and on and on..

why do they have to go?

its just nt fair.. :(

p.s. in reality, A is younger than me, and we're juz realli gud frens.

p.s.s. name has been changed for confidentiality purposes.

p.s.s.s. the bad news is nt confirmed yet. so pls dun let it be true.

~ { 7:49 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

random

the intention was to take off for the whole of this week to "rest" since skul is reopening soon [next week, idiot!] but somehow plans chge. since saturday is Deepavali, had to work. DOUBLE PAY!! of cz la muz work. hahaha. however, the downside is that i'll be working the afternn shift [3pm-10pm]. bah humbug. lazy sia work this shift, surely a lot of customers and MDS orders. then cannot slack, lyk wad i normally do when working mornings. pfffffftttt...

today
so ya... today is again another off day for me. woke up damn early to go BBDC for another round of BTP. i've been practicing on the test booklets but my results are fluctuating. sometimes i passed, sometimes i failed. if that's the case, then hw in the friggin' world do i really noe if i'm ready for my BTE/BTT!? damn!

after that went KFC WestMall for breakfast. tried the a.m twister meal w/ ice milo. seriously la. i tink we shud sue all fast food restaurants bcz their food products advertised in commercials DO NOT look like wad we are being served. such dishonesty. tsk tsk tsk.

went home. vacuum-ed the hse, did the laundry, iron-ed my work uniform, cook-ed lunch. den when my mum took her usual afternn nap, overhaul-ed and updated my blog. CUTE. Play.Party.Poo. and im done for the day. will watch disney channel's hercules movie tonight. i tink i want to catch-up and re-watch all disney movies [sleeping beauty, beauty and the beast, cinderella, etc]. childhood movies.

yesterday
worked ytd. 8-2pm. afterwhich me and my sis went to sony ericsson service centre at toh guan rd east to service our phones. stupid SE phones. keeps dying on us. stupid. but that's nt the point. it's de conversation we had.

aku tanye dier dosa ke tk putuskn silaturrahim dgn seseorg tu walaupun dier tkde hubungan aper2 ngan kiter. den si aly ni pun jwb, "dosa la!". den she was using 'shafie' as an example. dier kater shafie tu sedare kiter jadi kiter berdosa kalau tk bebual ngan dier, buat bodoh ngan dier, putus silaturahim.

while she was busy bagi khutbah, the onli thought that was gg thru my head was "shafie sedare kiter? sejak biler jadi sedare kiter? sedare sebelah saper? mama ke ayah?" rupa2nya, wad she meant was sedare islam. -.-

ceh. kekek sak aku. ketawa tk henti dari busstop IMM smpai lift lobby.

ps. she says i laugh like scooby-doo. wth!?

~ { 11:52 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Monday, October 12, 2009

my fulfilling off day!!

today's my off day! whoop de doo! finally had some time for my own after a whole week of ass-slogging at Mac. so...

1st agenda of the day:

went for my first BTP. had to be @ BBDC by 8am. cn u imagine the sacrifice i had to make to be dere on time? sacrifiecd almost 2 hours of slp. bah humbug! [nvm. it will all be worthwhile... i hope.] practiced on 2 booklets. passed 1, failed 1. blearghx. will go again on wed and thu. practice again. i wana pass my BTT on the 1st try. so im keeping my fingers crossed.

2nd agenda:

went to my neighbourhood market on the way home. stopped by tis cobbler shop to get my heels repaired. i tink i really do not know how to take care of my heels. seriously. paid 3bucks for it. while waiting for the cobbler to fix my shoe, had Nasi Lemak for b/fast at the newly opened hawker centre. NICE...

3rd agenda:

my favourite pastime. MOVIES!!! yay yay yay yay!!! caught "FAME".
fantastic!!! worth my 6bucks. absolutely love it!!! though i love the song which marco sang to jenna in the restaurant, i prefer this scene.
the medley and dance at the cafeteria.
cool stuff!!!

oh oh oh!! and the finale was cool sia.
the song is juz so... i duno the exact word to describe la.
but it gave me goosebumps. fuh!

last agenda:
went hme after the movie. nth much to do. watched a borrowed DVD of my uncle's - Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak - a horror comedy. den i guess my body wanted to claim back wad i had sacrificed tis morning. so.. as u cn guess... my last agenda...

toodles! (:

~ { 8:05 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

raya outing [3]

went to umi's hse today. rushed like mad after work. actualli we're supposed to be released frm work at 3pm. but i hav no idea wad "reason"my mum gave to joy. and so..

bam bam alakazam!! punched out at 2pm!! YAY!!

wendy [a colleague] came over after work to get ready oso since she will be joining us to go umi's hse. since we gt hme relatively early [more like got ready relatively faster than normal] and will onli meet up wif arip and acun at 4pm, we had some time to cam-whore!!

YAY!! ALY'S PHOTOBOOTH ROX!!

sane at first, hence the nice pics..

den slowly, we began to lose our sanity..

we were oredy beyond help..

den arip and acun called..

so we reluctantly had to return to Planet Sanity.

the final picture before leaving..

[aren't we gorgeous or wad!?]

met arip and acun at tis busstop near my block.

dats acun, afiq [my brother], and arip

classic boyband pose.

looking gooooood...

den met up wif abg indra [another colleague] at 10 mile junction.

took the LRT [for the first time in my life] frm 10 mile junction to segar LRT station

kak nisa and huifeng [my managers] were oredy there.

had a feast, as seen below.

i feel like we are all one big happy family sia.

♥!

~ { 10:37 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Saturday, October 3, 2009

raya outing [1]

after work, went kak leza hse @ sembawang. omg! so far! in heels! im dying sia! aniwae, aly and me gt off work at 3+pm. nt our fault. the crew who took over frm me was DAMN SLOW!! so we were delayed. as a result, my mum's radio started. blah blah blah...

rushed lyk "stupid kancheong spider" to go home, bathe, get ready and meet my aunt and uncle at BB MRT station. train-ed to sembawang and met up wif my mum, syafiq and syahir under kak leza's flat [they left first to visit my dad's sister-in-law].

had prawn mee with marinated chicken wings. drank ice apple tea which looked lyk brandy/vodka in those drinking glasses of hers.

den played wif hariss. he is SO CUTE! frm wad kak leza said, he had waited for us the whole day since morning [we reached ard 5pm] and he kept saying, "where are they, mummy? i wait so long." lol. he was a lil hyperactive today. fooling ard, "kaypoh2" when we wanted to take family pictures.

a few snapshots.

[gosh! i look fat! nid to start running again...]

~ { 9:52 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

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