Friday, August 21, 2009

days go by..

submitted BD report today!!
yay!!
projects for the semester are officially over!! and nw, back to the basics.
EXAMS.
juz one small word to scare the s*** out everyone. or almost everyone. haiz..

aniwayssssss...
went mini-grocery-shopping at Giant Hypermarket @ IMM before gg home. buy a bottle of OJ and Barley + daun sop (daun sop - the leafy vegetable thing u sprinkle over ur soup/porridge) duno hw to differentiate it from parsley. so to avoid buyin' wrongly, i called my mum to ask. den she ask me ask a makcik nearby to see if i picked the right one.

imagine.
i cud swear the lady was tinking, "u call urself a girl!? daun sup and parsley oso duno how to differentiate!?" cz she was smirking at me. but she helped me la. embarrassing seh. paiseh oredy, so i faster cabot lor. tinking i bought the right one, so happy2 go home. when reach home, my mum say its the wrong one. pfffftttt. wtf!? apparently the makcik made a mistake as well. hah! in ur face, stoopid makcik! laugh at me summore. boo u!! haha. i wonder how many of her dishes have turned out wrong due to her INCOMPETENCE in identifying the basic ingredients of cooking... wad a joke.

and cz of that i became the joke of the day for my brother cz duno difference btwn parsley and daun sop. he talk easy la cz when he buy, he go wet market. tell chinese auntie, "i wan daun sop" and she understand. if liddat i oso can sia. try ask him go giant, see if he buy correct one or not. -.-

den another issue. on the way home ytd, at busstop, got this girl arh, waiting for bus. tubetop + shorts + make-up. u noe, the type which ZL wud define as a chiobu?? ya. that type. den when guys stare at her, she call them pervert. like wth!? considering her attire, guys wud have to be blind, (or stupid), not to stare right!? wad she expect!? aiyaya. girls tis days arh. difficult sia. duno wad is running thru their cranium.

my policy - "if u dun wan ppl to stare, dun bare!"

simple right!?
gosh!

aniwae gg to be MIA for a week plusplusplus. mugging period. so this blog will be dormant for a while. but await my return.

I WILL RETURN WITH A VENGEANCE!! MUAHAHAHA!!

oh wells.
toodles.

~ { 12:01 AM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Sunday, August 16, 2009

uncivilised

you can go ahead and sue me for racist comments but to hell with that. i'm still going to say it. i hate indonesians!! coz they are uncivilised, barbaric and rude.

juz becoz they dun have the practice/habit of queueing up back at their homeland, it does not mean they can do the same here in Singapore. HELLO!! we have rules here, and we are to behave like civilised residents. haven they heard of this Malay phrase - "di mana bumi ku pijak, di situ langit ku junjung" - which means something like "wherever you are, you have to respect and try to follow/adapt to the culture and practices of the place".

STOOPID INDONESIAN BITCHES!!

on a lighter note, some updates of my wishlist:

OBTAINED!!
-twilight saga
-black baju kurung
-cadbury blackforest

STILL PENDING!!
-karaoke
-sentosa trip
-sneakers
-banana chocolate cake
-yellow chevy camaro
-samsung jet

NEW ADDITIONS!!
-driver's licence (car)
-a later curfew (before 11pm?)
-resort world sentosa trip in 2011

so much things, so little $$, so little time.

~ { 11:10 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

food hygiene course

food hygiene course today. under-prepared. only went thru wad we nid to noe tis morning. supposed to reach there 4pm. but was released late frm work. reached Junction 8 McD @ 4.30pm. kena scolded by the accessor.

accessor: "you are here for the test izit?"
me & aly: "ya."
accessor: "what time was ur test supposed to be?"
me: "4pm."
aly: "5pm."
me & aly: sorry."
accessor: "wad time izit now?"
me & aly: "4.30pm."
accessor: "so why were you late?"
me: " we were supposed to be released from work @ 2pm. but our managers only let us go at 3pm. that's why we were late. sorry."
accessor: "so the accessor is supposed to wait for you izit?"
me & aly: "sorry."

stoopid, fucking accessor. pffttt.
then we had theory QnA before moving on to the practical. QnA did relatively well, though i was pretty sure i was screwed since i had a few wrong answers (or so i thought). tested me on sauce thawing time, storeroom organization, expiry dates and Milo-making procedures.
made a mistake there. touched the rim of the cover of the Milo dispenser. (we're not supposed to coz our hands are "dirty" and will contaminate the milo in the milo dispenser.) WHATEVER.
my sis was worse off den me. the accessor made her cry. LOL. i tink its coz she was nervous so she muz have forgotten some stuff.

then, after it was all over, he said the 3 magic words.
"OK, you passed."
yay-ness!!
and we were out of there. thank GOD!!
1hr++ bus ride home from BIshan to Jurong East.
asscheeks cramping.
ouch!

took annual leave for tmr. gg Geylang wif aly, mummy and my two brothers. it's been a long day today, and will be again tmr. aiyaya.
bck to SM notes.

chalo!

~ { 10:12 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Thursday, August 13, 2009

HELP!!

i cud swear that people are trying to influence me to turn into someone feminine. aiyaya. tis cud be ever since Lily Lim say i dress masculine-ly. what and why does it matter?

well, kinah bought me a knitted cardigan. i'd rather wear a sweater/jacket. my aunt bought me a long blouse to make me look feminine. then there's the bag which the class bought me. it's a ladies' bag as compared to the haversack/crumpler bag which i use for skool.

nt forgetting my b'day splurge at METRO. the sandals and the GUESS bag. o.0

then, my sis is slowly influencing me to like shopping. went BUGIS ytd. actualli onli planned to buy my twilight saga collection and look for my sis' super-belated b'day present. but we ended up SHOPPING!! she bought 2 checkered blouses and a blazer, i bought 2 tees. den today, went IMM's I.P Zone wif my mum. bought another tee.

I'M TURNING INTO A TEE-MONSTER!! MY WARDROBE IS BURSTING!! I DUN RECOGNIZE MYSELF ANIMORE!! I'M SLOWLY LOSING MY IDENTITY!!

PS. i need help. seriously.

PPS. my goodness!! so drama-mama sia.

oh wells.

~ { 10:01 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

the gift

slept thru my morning alarm. (i swear i din't hear it ring. might nid to buy ZL's Wakey-wakey Pillow. :D) so skipped gbe tutorial + MC lecture + SM lecture. haha. im turning laaazzzzzzyyyyyyy...
so just came for IAF lecture (cz audrey lai gg thru past year paper) and MC tutorial (cz gt CA2 presentation). so not prepared la. k the onli project presentation our grp was not prepared for.

anyways, thank god its all over!! onli one left. BD report. congratulations!! halfway there.
den dere's the exams - SM, GBE, IAF and MC. muz start studying liao if i wana score a gud GPA. my MC and IAF has already pulled my grades down. nw muz work xtra hard to pull it bck up. haiz. will study wif huiwen in skul. bt izit enuf? was considering asking the smarties in our claz to private-tutor me, but arh.. aiyaya..

ended MC early coz both grps presented super-fast. 1hr to spare.
then the claz sang me a BIRTHDAY SONG. aiyaya. a bit paiseh leh. all eyes on me. my b'day belated summore. they all chipped in to buy me a PREZZIE (a bag!!). now i hav another bag to add to my ever-growing collection. hehe. :D

but wad touched me the most was the CARD. so sweet. i felt lyk crying when i read the card. makes me feel.. i duno?.. appreciated? everyone in the claz signed it and there were multiple languages in the card. hairul - arabic, huiwen - melayu, ZL - chinese, the rest all in english. i duno if words alone are enuf to thank them. this will be one of the gifts which i will treasure and keep for the rest of my life.

THANK YOU DBA/3A/11!!

~ { 7:55 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Sunday, August 9, 2009

scream!!

intended to blog on fri nite, but was damn tired.

slept 2-4 hrs evriday the past wk.

best record yet, 1hr of sleep b4 BD presentation.

so slept real early.

10pm, and i was gone...

intended to blog again ytd.

but no tool bar.

aiyaya.

no fun. dun wan blog.

so here i am again today!!

toolbar's bck!!

wootswoots!!

aniwae work again today. as usual.

MDS again. pffftttt. no life sia.

worked wif azman+bear+muz+din+amin+yati

jasim+weicheong+firdaus+khairil+yusoff

everyone was fine. fast, not much fuss.

except one.

YATI.

wah liao super irritating la.

call her ask her to pay, nvr cum.

nid call manymanymanymanymany times den cum.

she tink wad!? i beggar arh!? muz ask her so many times!?

stoopid biatch.

den juz nw had a lot of orders.

so was delayed coz of her.

lost my temper.

juz fucking screamed at her.

wah liao!! still try make joke summore sia!!

she does live up to her nickname afterall

"stupid McD girl" -.-

den after dat working wif her was damn awkward.

total silence.

oh wells.

not my fault. not my problem either.

but now that i tot of it, it was kinda funny.

once i screamed, all my riders who were there were up on their feet.

crowded ard the MDS area to see if their orders were ready.

my MDS packers were also damn efficient.

so fast everythIng was partially cleared.

wow!!

aniwae, a BIG THANK YOU!! to Muhammad Arif Bin Muhamad Yasin!!

he helped me A LOT wif my MDS today.

ruth was a total NOOB, so he kinda save my day.

if not, i wud have "drowned".

went out wif ryan+robin+huiwen+kenneth on fri.

shall blog on it some other time.

once i get the pics from huiwen.

okays.

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

-Love Drunk, Boys Like Girls-

OH,OH,OH!!
one more thing.
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!

~ { 6:55 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

bleed it out.

BLOODY MOTHER-FUCKING TWO-FACED BITCH!! YOU TALK ABOUT HIM BEHIND HIS BACK BUT WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG, YOU TAKE HIS SIDE. YOU BITCH AND COMPLAIN TO US, TO ME ESPECIALLY, ABOUT HOW DISAPPOINTING HE IS, HOW IRRESPONSIBLE HE IS, BUT WHEN SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPEN, YOU BLAME ME.
IN YOUR EYES, EVEYTHING I DO IS NOT RIGHT. EVERYTHING I DO DOES NOT GET YOUR APPROVAL. NOT EVEN ONE. CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME WHEN YOU ACTUALLY AGREE WITH OR APPROVE OF SOMETHING THAT I WANT OR SOMETHING THAT I DO. YOU DON'T EVEN APPROVE OF MY COURSE OF STUDY.
YOU FORK-TONGUED BITCH!! YOU SAY YOU WILL RESPECT WHATEVER COURSE I DECIDE TO TAKE. IN THE END, YOU KEPT HARPING ON HOW MUCH BETTER IT COULD HAVE BEEN SHOULD I HAVE TAKEN SOMETHING ELSE. TEACHING. YOU WANT ME TO TEACH? YOU KEPT HARPING ABOUT ME BEING A TEACHER. THEN, WHEN I GIVE TUITION TO SOMEONE ELSE, YOU SAY I RATHER SPENT MORE TIME AND EFFORT ON OTHER PEOPLE WHO IS OF NO BLOOD RELATION TO ME RATHER THAN HELP MY OWN BROTHER WITH HIS STUDIES? WHAT THE BLOODY HELL DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT FROM ME!? MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!
WHEN I TURNED 18 AND HE WANTED TO REGISTER ME FOR A DRIVING LICENSE, YOU SAID I SHOULD TAKE IT AT MY OWN TIME. DON'T RUSH MYSELF IF I WASN'T READY. CONCENTRATE ONE-BY-ONE. DON'T TRY TO JUGGLE SO MANY THINGS AT ONE TIME. THEN YOU HEARD THAT YOUR FRIEND'S CHILD ALREADY HAS A DRIVING LICENSE. AND NOW YOU'RE PUSHING ME TO GET A LICENSE. WAD DE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME!! WHY DO YOU SEEM TO HATE EVERYTHING I DO?
YOU WANT ME TO DO WELL IN MY STUDIES. EXPECTS ME TO DO WELL. TO BE A ROLE MODEL TO MY YOUNGER SIBLINGS. BUT WHENEVER SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPENS, YOU SARCASTICALLY SAY "I GUESS THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR HAVING A CHILD WHO IS TOO EDUCATED OR AT LEAST MORE EDUCATED THAN ME."
WELL SCREW YOU!! TO HELL WITH EVERYTHING!! I DUN WAN ALL THAT!! I DUN WANT TO BE STH FOR YOU TO SHOW OFF TO YOUR FRENS AND USE IT AGAINST ME WHENEVER WE FIGHT.
HAVE YOU ANY IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS!! ALL YOU DO IS PUT THE BLAME ON ME!! EASY FOR YOU ISN'T IT? ALL YOU HAD TO IS POINT A FINGER AT ME AND YOU HAVE WON THE FIGHT.
GREAT. CONGRATULATIONS. YOU HAVE WON THE FIGHT. AGAIN. THANKS FOR MAKING ME CRY. AGAIN. THANKS FOR PUTTING ME BACK ONTO THAT EMOTIONAL "IM-SO-DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF" SWING. YET AGAIN. A GREAT BIG ROUND OF APPLAUSE. HOPE YOU ARE PROUD OF YOURSELF. DAMN YOU!!
TONIGHT I'M GOING TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AGAIN. YOU BIMBO!!

~ { 7:46 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Monday, August 3, 2009

wad a week!

WARNING!! EXTREMELY LONG POST AHEAD!!

Butterfly, Fly Away

You tuck me in, turn out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that.

Brush my teeth and comb my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back.

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be.

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me.

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly, fly away
Butterfly, fly away

i love this song by Miley Cyrus. it somehow describes how i feel sometimes. how much i want to be free. but how much i'm being held back.
my mum keeps me under her wing. she feels that i'm too naive, nt yet prepared to face the world. she does not seem to understand that i wud nid to experience life for myself to actualli learn. keeping me sheltered all my life wun help me much.

dun u tink? i'm 19, not 9.

i wan to be able to stay out late wif friends without worrying over a veri early curfew. to be able to dress however i wan w/out being constantly criticised or asked to changed because its "inappropriate".

if i were to continue, the list would go on and on. might as well stop here.

when will tis blur-terfly get to fly, test her wings, soar freely, feel the wind?

21? perhaps.

saturday (1st aug)

my birthday. im 19. 1 more year before i hit the big 20. zomg!

aniwae, ppl who wished me:

umi + kinah + yana (twice, on 30th july and on the day itself), nina + yamnie + kenneth + huiwen + shelvi + karthik (by sms after midnite), ryan (on msn), MUMMY (early in the morning), aly (4 sms-es and spammed a whole page on my facebook profile), arif + soak foon + wendy (@ work) , wak mas + wak mat + kak leza + hariss (when i went to their house in the evening)

presents received:

purple slingbag from MUMMY, a golden charm bracelet from aly, knitted sweater from kinah, english novel from yana, a dress-shirt from wak mas, body shop items from umi and ralph lauren perfume frm hariss + kak leza.

(do u tink they're implying dat i smell!?)

went causeway point metro @ woodlands. MUMMY allowed me to splurge, for someone who hates shopping! impulse buying of a pair of sandals with "diamonds" and a Guess hand bag.

100bucks++, bye bye

monday (3rd aug)

aniwae, had SM presentation juz nw. 20mins. we all talked super-fast sia. was obvious dat we nvr rehearse skit since evrione was all over the place.

lily lim gave comments to evrione. ryan's comments were funny. all contradict to his actual personality. was trying hard not to LOL throughout. den came my turn.

she said im someone who's comfortable on stage (i'm not!!). she was shocked i nid hand-notes to present. really meh? i always tot i had stage fright. dats why i dun dare go up on stage. paiseh. weird.

some reports and presentations cleared. still a long way to go. going off now. will be bck in a week or 2, or less. i hope, im still alive by then. Ryan soooo.... owes me a song.

~ { 8:00 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

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