bad habit
oh yeah. this is one of the bad habits of mine that i really wana kick. MELATAH.
(not sure wads the english word for it)
GOOD GOD! MELATAH!
like makcik2 and nenek2 seh. padahal umur baru 19 tahun. but susah seh nak kick the habit. it's like reflex action, u noe. anybody can teach me how to get rid of it!?
aaaaarrrrrgggghhhh!!
embarrassed and humiliated. itulah perasaan yg cukup jelas terpampang kat muka aku, dalam sanubari aku selepas aku melatah "OH MAK KAU TERBALEK!" loudly that im pretty sure the entire population in the bus (and perhaps other buses too) heard me. OH GOD! my social life is DOOMED!!
the stupid knnccb bus driver la!! duno how to drive the bus properly. suddenly jambrake. and of all the times he had to jambrake, he did it during the only time my hands were not holding any handle bars for support. in my defense, it wasn't like i wasn't holding it on purpose okay!? i had my hands off the bar to adjust my bag strap which was slipping off my shoulders. DAMN DAMN DAMN!
to make it worst, there was a malay lady sitting right in front of me. and she was looking at me weirdly. i bet that she muz be tinking "aku yg tua tak melatah, kau yg maseh muda, melatah mcm orang tua". well hello. sor-ry if im unable to find my centre of gravity while im standing.
pfffftttt.
