cz u had a bad day..today was bad.
woke up wif a hamstring pull in my right leg. DAMN. that realli hurts. my whole body was realli sore. muz hv been the aftermath of the "intensive" workout session wif my siblings on fri evening and working frm 3-10pm ytd.
den dint hav a gud nite's slp. kept waking up in the middle of the night. was pretty restless thruout the night. my sis told me i kept talking in my sleep and it seemed like i was pretty pissed abt sth. muz hv been dat dream. the MOTHERFUCKING STUPID dream.
dreamt that i was 20 at that time, and A was 21. was being forced into marriage to him by The Mighty Queen.
WTF!? MARRIAGE!? ME!? THE COMMITMENT PHOBE!?
then she realised i was still pretty young and therefore disallowed us to slp in the same room, juz the two of us, juz in case "sth" happens. THANK GOD. so instead of separating us, she volunteered to slp in the room wif us, on the same bed. so technically her idea was to have me sandwiched btwn her and A so NO hanky-panky cn occur.
wtf!? wad the hell is she tinking!? lyk that wud ever happen. -.-
then when i turned 21, she dropped the bombshell. she finally allow us to slp togeder and wans us to start a family. ASAP.
wth!? she tink i wad sia!? baby factory!?
so in the dream i was arguing wif her and A was trying to put his arms ard me to calm me down. instead it made me more irritated cz i dun wan him to touch me that way like.. EVER!!!
GEEZ!
den went to work @ 8am. sleepy, tired, cranky, freaked out and aching all over. tot at least nth cud go bad at work. but yet, received a piece of bad news frm McBear.
"senior" riders are being "retrenched" to give way to new riders. DAMN! so sad sia. i mean, they are the first bunch me and my sis work with when we first started doing MDS, the ones we work with before and after MFY, the ones that make us laugh/cry/angry, the ones that we become corrupt for, the ones willing to do silly things and go the extra mile for us and the list goes on and on and on..
why do they have to go?
its just nt fair.. :(
p.s. in reality, A is younger than me, and we're juz realli gud frens.
p.s.s. name has been changed for confidentiality purposes.
p.s.s.s. the bad news is nt confirmed yet. so pls dun let it be true.
