it's out.results are out. kinda expected it. bt still, the reality of seing it for urself with ur veri own eyes, cnfirming ur thoughts. man, that's harsh.
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had no fantasies (for the lack of a better word) that i will be able to achieve the same results as robin or ryan, or joy, for that matter. but considering the vast difference btwn our results, woah! a stab in the gut.
shite!
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1 A, 4 Bs, 1 C+
cum GPA 3.117 (a drop from 3.16)
probably a result of skipping lectures and tutorials, not paying attn in lectures, falling aslp in lectures. retribution. funny how life works. funny how God gives "reminders" to be humble. i always thought i'll always be able to continue increasing my GPA since i've done relatively well so far. but as the saying goes,
"pride comes before a fall"
damn, it hurts!
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i realise that i may say "stoopid (insert module name)" or
"fuck/to hell with (insert module name) la".
but seriously.
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I DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY GRADES.
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I DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHETHER I CAN MAKE IT TO UNIVERSITY.
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but now, i could almost see all slowly turning to dust.
my efforts.
my dreams.
bright future.
like the Prince of Darkness, being exposed to sulight.
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i've let my parents down.
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i've let ME down.
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i wana curl up on my bed.
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i wana hug my pillow.
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i wana cry my hearts out till the tears ran dry.
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DAMN.
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oh btw, love seems to be "thick in the air"
like Valentines'Day (aka DoomsDay).
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"dun wana leave it all behind
but i get my hopes up
and watch them fall everytime
another colour turns to grey
and it's juz so hard to watch it all
slowly fade away"
-vanessa hudgens, I gotta go my own way-
