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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
she's my bimbo, i'm her bitch

she may be a pain in the ass
and really full of shit
but i love her to bits and pieces
and we're like this close
one of the things i love about her
her many monkey expressions
never fail to crack me up

entertaining isn't it?

LOVE HER LOTS!!


~ { 10:16 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Tuesday, September 29, 2009
busy week

Im hardly blogging tis days cuz of work. But I guess its more bcz of my broken broadband stick. Haiz. It broke when I fell asleep wif my laptop. And it broke. Though I hv no idea how.

So nw im stuck. I cn only depend on the wireless system [linksys] at my hse, which cums and goes w/out warning, or I hv to borrow my sis’ broadband stick. Which I dun tink I cn get since she seem stuck to her macbook as much as I used to be stuck to tis laptop.
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Today
Do u find urself displaying the symptoms below while at work?
1) Getting more and more hot-tempered
2) Constantly in a not-so-good mood
3) Starting to dislike the ppl u work with
4) Hating your bosses to the friggin’ core
Well, my friends, the time has finally arrived for u to get the hell out of there and find urself a new job. Why?
1) U now r no longer immune to the torture inflicted by the organization
2) U no longer have the motivation to enslave urself to the organization
3) U nid to avoid collating more sins frm bitching about ur colleagues AND bosses
4) Convenience is not, and shud never be, a substitute for happiness

And i need to start learning to heed my own advice.
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Yesterday
It was supposedly to be a class outing. Had plans to lunch at Seoul Garden den go K after. But ended up, many canceled coz of work. F1 season. Guess it was haywire planning on my part la. But I was really pissed that SOME people dun even bother replying to my msg[s]. WTF!? Even if they dun wan to go, not interested, the least they cud do is reply right? I mean, how hard is it to type the word “no” and hit send, be it in sms or on msn? Geez.

Anyway, the numbers dwindled from a total of 22, to a measly 8 ppl. But then, Bianca cancelled on us and Ada had some skul stuff to settle. And then there were 6, yenhao kenneth hairul ryan huiwen and me. Well, considering from a “my-glass-is-half-full” point of view, we all got more chances to sing since there are lesser ppl. Hahaha. :D

Anyways, huiwen duet LOTS OF TIME wif ryan. Even during the song which he owed me. “Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou” or sth liddat la. MY SONG leh!! And he sang it wif huiwen, his future wife [wife no. 5]!! Wah seh. Jealous sia. So, sang lots of duets wif hairul instead. Hahaha.
Ps. Tis paragraph is full of shit.

Well, I learnt that huiwen can pull high notes, even if she has to strain, kenneth hairul and ryan has a low baritone and yenhao sings wif his heart. And me, gosh! It’s a wonder I didn’t burst any of their eardrums. I muz hav sounded real horrible, cz I cant even hear myself. Hehehe. :x

Den huiwen left early. Gg to meet her bf, I tink. And then, there were 5. We sing until everyone so high sia. All sing bochap2, gila2 style. We had to leave at 5.50pm, and our swansong was “You Are Not Alone” by the late King of Pop. Omg! It was so funny! Me and ryan singing, then hairul was the “voice in the backgrd”, kept repeating “you are not alone”. And then there was the “I love you, korea” by ryan who imitated MJ. Cracked me up everytime he said it. :D

Then we met up wif ada and robin for dinner. Walk2 frm bugis junction to raffles city. stopped by National and took photos. blearghz. i was so unglam la. Then train-ed hme. Haha. Fun-filled day.

Another outing. Soon. SOMEBODY PLEASE PLAN!!
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Friday & Sunday
Worked in the morning. Then went out after work to go hari raya collection. Went nina’s house and cik kamariah’s open hse on fri, abg aziz’s/abg hamed’s open hse on sun. mac crew mini raya outing la. Arif acun faez syafiq aly and me. Only faez cudnt make it on sun.
friday pics

sunday picsI WAN MY BROADBAND STICK!! IT SUX HAVING NO INTERNET ACCESS!! Pffftttt…..


~ { 11:06 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Wednesday, September 23, 2009
it's out.

results are out. kinda expected it. bt still, the reality of seing it for urself with ur veri own eyes, cnfirming ur thoughts. man, that's harsh.
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had no fantasies (for the lack of a better word) that i will be able to achieve the same results as robin or ryan, or joy, for that matter. but considering the vast difference btwn our results, woah! a stab in the gut.
shite!
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1 A, 4 Bs, 1 C+
cum GPA 3.117 (a drop from 3.16)
probably a result of skipping lectures and tutorials, not paying attn in lectures, falling aslp in lectures. retribution. funny how life works. funny how God gives "reminders" to be humble. i always thought i'll always be able to continue increasing my GPA since i've done relatively well so far. but as the saying goes,
"pride comes before a fall"
damn, it hurts!
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i realise that i may say "stoopid (insert module name)" or
"fuck/to hell with (insert module name) la".
but seriously.
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I DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY GRADES.
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I DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHETHER I CAN MAKE IT TO UNIVERSITY.
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but now, i could almost see all slowly turning to dust.
my efforts.
my dreams.
bright future.
like the Prince of Darkness, being exposed to sulight.
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i've let my parents down.
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i've let ME down.
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i wana curl up on my bed.
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i wana hug my pillow.
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i wana cry my hearts out till the tears ran dry.
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DAMN.
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oh btw, love seems to be "thick in the air"
like Valentines'Day (aka DoomsDay).
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"dun wana leave it all behind
but i get my hopes up
and watch them fall everytime
another colour turns to grey
and it's juz so hard to watch it all
slowly fade away"
-vanessa hudgens, I gotta go my own way-

~ { 12:36 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Thursday, September 17, 2009
busy busy busy!

COOKIES
aaaaaaahhhhhhh... finally...
nw i can show some evidence of one type of my Hari Raya cookies.
a bit different than the original recipe. my creation okays.
pretty edible, i guess. LOL. xD
my my! ain't they pretty!? ^_^

SPRING CLEANING (sort of...)
wasn't working today. me and my sis - OFF DAY, my mum - "MC".
hang new curtains.
wash the drinking glasses and tupperware for the Hari Raya cookies.
change the living room carpet.
change every bedrooms' bedsheets and pillowsheets.

add more stuffing to pillows.
[my job was mostly to sew the pillows back up after they have been stuffed.
never done so much sewing in my life sia.]
tired seh.
bt after we sat backand see wad we have done thruout the morning.
wow!! fantastica!!
the sense of satisfaction u feel... indescribable.


TRIP DOWN MEMORY LANE
anyways, while cleaning...
chance upon some all albums containing childhood photographs of me and my siblings
oh my gosh! i was so FAT!! O.o

maybe i shud attribute the fats to my love for...
huge cups of soft drinks...fried chicken...creamy birthday cakes...
[look at the way i'm staring at the cake. goodness. such gluttony.]den there's pics of me and my sis.
no love lost there. hehe. :D
oh then, there's this...
once a McD kid, always a McD kid...
go figure!
nw all 3 of us are slaving away at Mac.
oh wells.

this is my favourite pic.
just look at us.
we WERE so HAPPY.
it's been a long time.
but some one told me i muz hav faith.
as my facebook fortune cookie says:
[if you want the rainbow, you must to put up with the rain.]


~ { 7:31 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Monday, September 14, 2009
wad a week

haven update for a while now
blogging is SSSSOOOOOOO irrritating tis days!
i wana post pics.
bt stupid blogger!!! arrrrrggghhhhh!!
fuckfuckfuck

anyways been BUSY the past week
-work
-go nenek's hse
-bake hari raya cookies
[invitation is still open to those who wana cum my hse]

WEDNESDAY
went nenek's hse at JB in the afternn after work
stayed for a nite
since it was fasting mth, we spent most of the time catching Zzz's
had pics of them sleeping but...
[stupid blogger]

FRIDAY
baked my first batch of hari raya cookies
first time i do on my own sia
wanted to show you the cookies i made [wif love]
but too bad no pics cn be uploaded
[again, stupid blogger]

SATURDAY
work @ mac
woke up late
my riders were shocked to see me late
cz im always on time for work
since i was late, ARIP had to MDS!!
so i had a rest day frm MDS
yesssa!!!
but i was still his partner for the day
at least better than being stuck at the "bungalow"
it was cool working wif him though, has always been.

SUNDAY
another day of NO-MDS
yippeee!!
AND.....
i get to do kitchen duties!!
i had been hoping to get kitchen duties for so long
but they always put me @ the "bungalow"
so finally... it was like a dream cum true sia!!
however, in every decision, dere's always a plus and minus
PLUS
getting kitchen duties (+)
no customer contact (+)
cn sit & slackin the kitchen (+)
no need to smile if i dun feel lyk it (+)
keeps me BZ (+)
MINUS
I DUN GET TO WORK WITH OR SEE MY EYECANDY!! (-)
and dats a BIG negative point there
aiyaya.

phew!
glad the week's over.
HARI RAYA coming.
dreading the day.
it has never been the same since wad??
5, 6 years ago??

oh wells.
gotta brace myself.
You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you it will be alright
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be that you're not that far
-Joe Jonas, Gotta Find You-

~ { 10:02 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Thursday, September 3, 2009
metamorphasis

wrote a long post before this to sort-of-vomit-out how i feel but then i decided to juz scrape that. no point. ppl read this blog to feel happy. to read happy stuff. who wants to read an emo blog? no one. even me. ppl tend to flock towards ppl who have the "happy aura".

so i'll be happy. this blog will onli be filled wif happy memories and events. will juz stuff all the emo-shit deep down under, nvr to be seen by others, ever again. from today on, i'll be a HAPPY AISYAH. say gudbye to EMO. tra la la la la...


feel happy? jump in happiness!!

oh wells. thats it. i guess. short post.

oh, and I'M NOT A WHORE!!

so, to whoever it may concern (i noe ure reading tis)...
i dun give a damn abt wad u or ur fren tink. he's an asshole and a mother-fucking piece of shit. and you, you're juz plain pathetic.

so long, suckers!


~ { 10:10 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
yay yay yay yay yay!!

slept at 4+am. long conversation wif ryan again last nite. he paid half of his debt to me [ms swan was so funny!!]. crapped a lot. the first time i chatted wif a different side of ryan. he said some things which i shall nt disclose here. haha. stunned for a while. its amazing how two completely different people [except the fact that we r both "gila monsters"] can crap about almost anything under the sun.

oh, and we made a discovery. usually a random qn is nt a random qn. tis days, random qn = a qn that's being asked out of the blue but in relation to sth that is happening in their lives, nt a qn being asked bcz he was, "juz tinking...".

see tis pic? two rings. symbol of love/relationship/marriage/commitment. we were talking abt tis ytd. nt exactly tis, but linked la. made me reflect abt myself. he made me realise how pathetic i was. i'd rather endure the pain of loving someone from afar, rather than take my chances. whoa. bt wad cn i do? im juz nt into it. in fact, i stay the hell AWAY from it. cowardly of me? hell yeah! im scared to take that one step. the one step that cud hurt me or him or the both of us. love is double-edged sword. too many ppl's blood is on that blade, bt i dun undastand y do ppl still take that leap. funny.

oh wells. ditch that emo mode. i am finally FREE!! ended the final killer, MC paper and i felt the heavy burden on my shoulders juz fade away... fuh!! im nt gg to tink of hw i did or my marks nw. i will worry and cry over it when the time cums. for nw, IGNORANCE IS BLISS!! i will enjoy the hols as much as i cn.
hav the urge to rot and slack all i want, but nah. will do sth productive. housework = spring cleaning [well hari raya's coming. anyone wan cum my hse!?] work [cnt be helped]. oh, and i registered for driving licence @ BBDC. will try to pass my BTT before sch reopens.
oh wells.
that's it for nw.
PS. i hv a sudden urge to go kite-flying. hmm..

~ { 11:10 PM }
~till next time.. XOXO ♥~